Warrior - Chapter One Hundred and Three

Although my body was starting to wake up, my eyes refused to open.

They just felt so heavy!

But the more my body awoke, the more I understood that I needed to fully wake up. So slowly and carefully, I opened my eyes. Nothing was clear at first, but when my vision cleared, I saw that I was holding onto Arnav's pillow.

What-?

The images of last night's episode quickly filled my head, reminding me of everything that had happened. My heart quickly sank at the thought of it, when the very last moment of last night replayed in my head.

"Don't ever let go of me."

"Never."

"Promise?"

"With all my heart. I love you, Khushi."

"I love you too, Arnav."

My eyes instantly widened on their own.

Did I... I did! I actually-! ...I told Arnav that I love him. I... I actually did it!

A familiar feeling spread over me - a lingering feeling at my waist, as well as the back of my head.

He held me... in that way, he held me... like in that dream....

He held me.

He protected me.

He loved me.

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Arnav loves me... and I love him.

*~*

After what happened last night, I just had no energy to go downstairs. It's a miracle that I was even able to get myself out of bed this morning and wash up! Although truth be told, my exploding bladder was also the influence I needed to get up. Once I was clean and handled my business, I changed into a fuzzy light blue tank top and matching pants. Even though it was a little warmer today, I still felt some chills from last night, no doubt to be after effects.

It's really too bad Dr. Leela is gone. Her help would've been very useful right now. But for now, I'll just stay in bed.

Once I was comfy under the covers, I picked up my phone and found a text from Arnav.

A: Good morning Khushi! I hope you're feeling a little better this morning. Please don't push yourself today. I would really appreciate it if you stayed in bed today and not do any work. Please do that, for me? I love you

I took in a deep breath and let out a sigh.

I'll do what you asked of Arnav... if it makes you happy.

*~*

Some time later, there was a knock at the door.

"Come in," I called out.

The door opened, revealing Mama, Kaki Ma, as well as Choti Ma. They all came in, Choti Ma holding a tray, and they came to my side, Mama sitting down beside me. It was obvious that Mama had been crying, but she was no doubt trying to stay strong for me.

"How are you feeling dove," she asked softly.

"A little drained," I admitted.

"Hmm.... Well I made some soup for you."

She turned to Choti Ma and Choti Ma handed her the tray. She removed the lid which covered the lone bowl, Kaki Ma taking hold of it and Mama placed the spoon in the bowl.

"Here, eat this, it'll make you feel better," and she held out the spoon for me.

I felt my heart churn a little, but I ignored it. Instead, I opened my mouth and let Mama feed me.

"Why don't we leave you to it," Kaki Ma said softly.

I pinched my lips together at them and they smiled at me sadly before leaving the room. Mama continued to feed me, until finally, I was done with the whole bowl.

"Are you tired? Why don't you take a nap," Mama said.

"I think I'll do that," I nodded.

She got up, taking hold of the tray, then placed a kiss on the top of my head. "Sleep well, dove."

"Thanks, Mama."

She smiled at me sadly, then left the room, shutting the door behind her. Suddenly I felt really tired, and faded into sleep.

*~*

I had only slept for a few hours, sleep quickly fading away from me. After washing up, I went back to bed and simply laid there. I decided to watch some TV, which I've realized is something that I rarely do. But I needed to pass time somehow, especially since there was time until Arnav got back.

A knock came at the door.

"Come in," I called out.

The door opened, revealing Akash and a miserable NK.

Oh boy....

The boys came into the room, walking over to my side.

"How are you feeling, Bhabi," Akash asked softly.

"Better, thank you. I hope you haven't told P-"

Akash instantly started shaking his head. "Bhai told us this morning how you made him swear not to tell anyone. But because of last night...."

Obviously everyone knows now.

"B-but he made us swear not to say anything to anyone."

He... he actually did that?

"So no, I didn't tell Payal... and I won't, I promise."

"Thank you Akash," I smiled softly.

I glanced over at NK, who was looking down at the ground, clenching his jaw.

"Bhabi-"

"Bhabi, I'm sorry," NK cried, sitting down before me.

I couldn't help but to look at him in shock. "NK-!"

"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have-!"

"It's not your fault - at all. So stop blaming yourself, I see it all over your face. You are not responsible for this, do you understand?"

He sniffled as he wiped away his tears. "I feel like crap for this."

"Well don't because you didn't do anything. It's normal for someone to come home late, and to avoid punishment, they sneak in to not get caught. I've done it myself. So I want you to stop it, I want you to stop blaming yourself, is that understood?"

Akash placed his hand on NK's shoulder, giving it a squeeze. "I'll handle him," he nodded.

"Please do before I have to get Arnav to drill it in his brain."

Akash pinched his lips together, forming a sad smile, then patted NK's shoulders once more. NK got up and the two of them left, shutting the door behind them.

It's very sweet of the boys to have visited me. It's also sweet of the ladies to do so, as well. I don't expect any of the gents to come, which is totally fine, I'm sure they'll hear it from their wives.

Now that everyone else has been here, all I can think of was when Arnav would get here.

*~*

A few hours later, all I could do was look at the clock. Arnav should be back any moment now and honestly...

I miss him. I want him here, I want him to hold me again, to comfort me again.

Memories of him played in my mind, making my heart swell. I could see his small, polite smile, I could see the way he would frown. I could see the way Arnav would laugh and I could see the way he would scowl. I could even see the edge to him, the sharpness in his expression that he had made all that time back on the golf course with that annoying client of his. No matter what expression it was, it filled my mind! And all I wanted-

Just then, a knock came at the door and it opened, revealing Arnav.

He's back.

Arnav's eyes immediately landed on me, and when he saw me, his small, polite smile graced his lips.

Oh, how I've missed that smile.

He came into the room, shutting and locking the door behind him, then made his way over to me. He placed a tender kiss on my head then sat down next to me.

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

"How are you feeling," he asked softly.

"Better." Especially now that you're here.

"I'm happy to hear that. Did you eat?"

"Mama gave me some soup earlier."

"Okay. I'll go wash up now."

Getting up, Arnav headed into the closet, and as he left me, my heart began to beat erratically.

And I absolutely hated the feeling! I want the other feeling back!

Getting up out of bed, I made my way to the closet and spotted Arnav. I watched him as he took off his watch and put it away, then take off his suit and set it down on the closet island. Arnav then undid his cuffs, loosened his tie and removed it, also setting it down on the island. After undoing the top three buttons of his shirt, Arnav went over to the bench and sat down, and began to undo his laces and take his shoes off, as well as his socks. He was about to get up again, when he caught my reflection in the big mirror in front of him.

"Everything okay, Khushi? Did you need something?"

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

More than ever.

Without saying a word, I walked over to him and moved in front of him. Arnav looked at me with confusion at first, but that quickly changed when I moved and stood in between his legs. His eyes had instantly widened with shock as he looked up at me.

For a moment I just watched him as I reflected on everything he had done for me the night before. My mind filled up with the way he had consoled me, as well as the way he had held me.

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Reaching forward, I caressed his face within my hands. While Arnav only looked at me in shock, I focused on the feeling of his beard. It wasn't very grown out, but it wasn't too shaved either. In fact, I like the way it feels in my hands. I also like the way my red manicured nails looked against it. I even like the way he's looking at me.

"If I ask for something, will you give me whatever I need," I asked softly.

"Yes," he nodded.

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

You know what you need... don't be scared!

I won't be. "I need to kiss you."

Arnav looked at me in shock with his wide eyes. At first he didn't say anything, looking into my eyes to see if I was serious, no doubt.

"May I," I asked.

I watched as Arnav gulped down his nerves. "I-if that's what you want."

"Wrong; it's what I need."

And before Arnav could say anything else, I covered his lips with mine. I could feel Arnav freeze beneath me, and I wouldn't be surprised if he was looking at me with shock. I don't know whether he is or not because my eyes drifted shut and stayed shut as I continued to kiss him.

His lips really do feel soft against mine.

Pulling back, I gazed down at him, and while Arnav only looked at me in shock, I could only look at him with love.

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Understanding that my heart wanted more, I moved around him, straddling him, then sat down in his lap and kissed him once more. Once again I could feel the shock radiating off of Arnav, but moments later, I felt him slightly recover. In fact, he was trying to to respond - he was trying to kiss me back. Feeling him respond to me and kiss me only made my insides bubble more, as well as make my heart beat! I brought my hands to his chest, feeling him as I let my hands wander down along him. My desire for him only increased, to the point where my body began to sway against him, wanting him. Without thinking, I reached down and tugged his shirt free from his pants, and undid his belt and the button of his pants. Maybe sense started to click in Arnav because he tried to pull back, but I bit down on his lower lip, keeping him in place, then soothed it with my tongue.

Fuck, that was hot!

Bringing my focus back to my handiwork, I lowered the zipper of his pants and slipped my hand inside. I could feel his hot and hard length, trapped within his briefs. So I began to trace my hand along it, and as I did, something clicked in my brain, so I pulled back.

I stared at Arnav, wide eyed, while he stared back at me, stunned. However, I wasn't stunned like him and I looked down at his length.

"Khushi-"

But before Arnav could say anything else, I tugged down on his briefs, releasing his length. "Holy shit!"

Getting off of him, I moved back running my hands through my hair.

Holy fucking shit!

"Khushi-"

My head whipped around to him. "Did you know about the fucking leviathan that's standing between your legs?!"

Arnav immediately blushed, looking away.

Like what the fuck?! What the actually fuck?! What-? Fuck!

I ran my hands over my face. "How have you managed to not be with anyone with a monster-sized dick like that?!"

Fucking hell, it's huge! Probably bigger than my fucking face!! It would rip anyone in half right down the fucking middle!!!

What the fuck?!

And to think that all those months ago I made a joke that his nickname was supposed to imply something but no!

No!!!

Instead he's got a fucking leviathan for a fucking cock!!!!!!!!

Arnav remained quiet, not answering my question, hunching slightly.

Feeling absolutely mind-blown, I walked out of the closet.

How the hell did I only just find out that my husband has a ginormous ass penis?! He had that thing in there the whole time?! The whole time I kept questioning about his mystery-sized penis, there was a leviathan in there all along? I mean what the fuck-! And he's never used it on anyone before? In anyone before?

What in the actual fucking fuck?!

Arnav came following after me into the room, all tucked away. "Khushi-"

"How have you managed to never be with someone, given how huge your dick is?"

I mean honestly! Most guys would be gloating about it and banging people left and right, up and down, sideways and crossways!

"You know the reason why I've never been with anyone," he said softly.

"I know but-! I mean most guys would have a ginormous ego boost and would've been using it all over the place, local or international! ...and yet you've never even kissed a girl before just now!"

Arnav didn't say anything, glancing down, his cheeks reddening. I couldn't help but to look the man over, up and down. All this time, I had no idea, but now... now the mystery is solved. But has it changed anything?

Yes... yes it has....

It's only making my horny heart hornier and thump more!

I held my hand out, pointing at the bed. "Sit."

Arnav looked at me in confusion but I simply stared him down, still pointing. Seeing how serious I was, he went to do as I asked, when I stopped him, making him look at me once more.

"May I remove your shirt," I asked softly.

Arnav gulped as he nodded, still quiet.

Moving over to him, I stood in front of him and looked at him. Arnav was still blushing profusely, his cheeks absolutely red. Reaching up, I undid the buttons of his shirt and Arnav's eyes met mine. Spreading the fabric apart, I felt his chest beneath my hands, feeling every ridge. Looking away from his eyes, I looked at his tattoos and ran my hands over them. I followed my hands as I did, when I brought my hand over Arnav's heart. I felt it thump beneath my hand, reminding me of my own.

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

Dhak-dhak! Dhak-dhak!

I glanced up at him, finding Arnav to be looking at me.

"May I kiss you again," I asked.

"If that's what you want," he gulped.

I shook my head. "It's what I need," and I kissed him once more, caressing his cheek with my other hand.

Desire began to build within me once more, so I helped him to sit down on the bed without breaking the kiss. Once he was seated, I pulled back and looked down at him as he gazed up at me.

"I still can't believe you've never been with anyone before, not after seeing that."

"I never wanted to be with anyone else... except you."

"Why?"

"Because I've fallen deeply in love with you."

A gasp escaped from my lips as my heart raced even faster. "I've fallen deeply in love with you, as well."

Not wasting another second, I kissed him once more.

"I love you," I murmured in between, and I straddled him as I continued to kiss him.

When I felt a little breathless, I pulled back and leaned my forehead against Arnav's, the both of us tugging on the air between us.

"I don't want to be with anyone else but you," I confessed.

"I won't let you be with anyone else. I love you, Khushi."

Slightly pulling back, I looked at the man that is my husband - the man who, despite being scared of, I have fallen in love with. This man has always been supportive and always been sweet...

Always been so innocent.

No, I can't do this to him! I can't just rough him up like this! Arnav is different, not to mention he's never done anything like this before! ...no, I'll have to do this the right way, I have to make this special - not just for him, but for us.

Caressing his cheek, I kissed him once more. "I love you, too, Arnav."

He deserves that much.